If any of you people come to read this that at one point in time called me a friend and you have a problem with me for some reason or another... Come and say it to my face. If you think that I have done something wrong then tell me. But don't say that you don't know me, because you could easily know me if you would try to get in touch with me at all. It's not that difficult.
    I am Kelly's best friend and if you guys don't like that then oh well *shrugs* I guess I just don't like you then. If you can't deal with who I hang out with then you don't deserve to be called my friend. You guys can't control who I hang out with. If you guys want to try and become better friends with me just start talking to me again. I may be able to forgive you for some of the shit you did to Kelly that made her upset. But I doubt it. I would rather move on with my life... and be happy... instead of living in the past when my life sucked.

You guys may not know me... but that may be for the better.

    Well it all started on Friday night after I got home from fridays. I got home and I went on my computer hoping that someone was on and a little while after I logged on Yay! Kommer came on. Or that's what I thought at first. I was talking to him and all he would ask me was where Kelly was... then he started arguing with me over something stupid because he didn't want to talk online. He could have just said I don't want to talk right now I'll see you later.. and that would have been the end of it no hassle at all. But no he has to sit there and fucking argue with me about it for a half hour... after it reached that point I told him... lets stop this it's pissing me off. Then I got so mad at him I left the convo angry. I told him "I'm going to bed... Good Night.. Thanks for making me cry asshole!"
   
    Now I'm feeling bad about it because it's Tuesday now and I haven't talked to him since I left the convo angry. He deserved it but I still feel bad. Because I don't want him to hate me... I want to be loved it that so much to ask for? Tommorow he's leaving for church camp and I hope he gets online before he leaves or else I'm not going to be able to talk to him untill the 19th T-T.

I can't trust people anymore because any time I ask people about things relating to Kommer. I get like he thinks your stalking him or I don't think he likes you. I think he does, why else would he keep the drawings that I give him... or why else would he wear my pink bracelet xD. The only one that I trust about anything anymore is Kelly because she's my best friend and always has been.. and she wouldn't lie to me. Sorry to anyone else reading this... you guys are probably my friends.. but I'm not very trusting anymore.

    I need to know the truth.. that's all I need.

Yup yup... I was bored and I'm pissed at Kommer and worried at the same time... but whatever It'll be ok.. Don't ask me where the pink came from because I have no fucking clue O.o;; and if it's hard to read I don't care... it's my profile not yours ^-^

Ok so I have been super pissed at Kommer since Wednesday because he never showed up at my house after I asked him to. I confronted him about it and he lied to me... I would have just dropped the whole thing if he would have said that stuff came up and he couldn't make it. But no he had to go fucking lie to me >.< Grr!!. But yeah.. So I was super pissed at him and I thought he wasn't coming to Fridays because of his church camp..but he's leaving saturday morning not friday and that made me kinda worried about how fridays was going to go. The guys had no idea where Fridays was going to be so Kommer trying to play a joke on Josh said that it was at my house.. and it ended up being here anyways... Take that Kommer!!.

Moving to friday now. So Kommer showed up and such, and I wasn't too happy about it at first.. Untill I realized he wasn't being an ass. Then I went over to talk to him... and we ended up getting in a tickle fight between me, Kelly,Tyler, and Kommer. It was really fun.. I have to admit it. I wanted to be mad at him.. but when I saw him I couldn't... Dx I'm so pathetic. But yeah... I had a good time and my room didn't get too destroyed. I just realize Kommer would grow up and realize how much of an asshole he can be at times... He can be the sweetest guy one minute and a giant prick another. I just don't know anymore... I'm so confused -_-;;